See doctor :X

Today I had followed my mom going back to her hometown - Sitiawan :)
I have been so long didn't come back d!
I think last time was Chinese New Year X)

My dad and mom were so surprising to saw my wounds!
They said it is too serious d!
Must go to see doctor and let the doctor to clean my wounds :(
I know it must be very pain!!
But no choice, parent asked so for my own good...

He brought me to a klinic in Sitiawan...
The doctor look professional! he wear so casual! LOLx!
He looked at my wounds and he said the same thing as my what my parent said.
"wa, so serious ar? quite deep!"
And he started to do disinfection for my wounds.

Omg! I can only say, "WTF! It's so damn pain!!"
Then doctor forced to give me a needle for paralysis.
He has gave me needle for 3 times and finally the pain stopped. :)
And I can see that he use cramp to take off the dirty things!
Couldn't imagine how if no paralysis applied. :(
Lastly, he gave 1 more needle of Tetanus!
And he keep explaining about the vaccination of cervical cancer.
"Prevention is better than cure!"
I seriously agree to what u said, doctor ;)

After all, when dad go to make payment,
We were so sueprised that the fees is so cheap!
It only cost RM50!

And this is what the doctor's works! :)


I am good here everyone! :)
Thanks for the concerns! hehe...
Feel so warm~~

I feel pain !

Omggg!! I was falling down from a bicycle yesterday!
And I ride in quite a high speed...
It's at night, I admitted I was rushing home and I am soooooo wrong :(
I shouldn't ride fast...
I fell on the sand, the turning point of the road to my house!
And omgggg!! I feel so pain! :(

I can't sleep well yesterday night...
Because the most serious part of wound is on my arm!
I don't even know where to put my hand.
Somemore, I was ter-sentuh the wound and pain until wake up for few times.

I miss you so much Bei Bi :(
No one apply medicine on my wounds this morning and I done it slowly by myself...
*Cry*
Thanks for accompany me until so late yesterday night...
Somehow, you have a morning class today...
Thanks thanks thanks :)

Bad Luck is sooooooooooooooooooo annoying and it is following me!
Hope I can recover soon! :(

*I dare not to share the photos of my current situation.
I know some of you can't accept the bloody disgusting wounds.
So, I am good here :)
Don't worry! Hehe!!
*

The morning view :)
Hope you all like it!
Miss you miss you. xoxo.

lovely Wednesday :)

I have a super wonderful Wednesday!
Watched Transformer 3 and bought a huge transformer tumbo set of popcorn and drinks!

This is my colourful Wednesday that I nvr had before.
Because as usual, my Wednesday will be staying in Kampar and be a nerd at home... :)
You paint my day and I enjoyed it so much!!!
But honestly, I do really scare I will fall again...

I love these two days.
Really, I can feel my position in your heart.
And in fact, I am worrying about this coming weekend...

However, thanks that you have bright my day.
I love youuuuuu!

This is all about 'LOVE'

How I wish time could stop at the moment when there are only both of us in our world.
How I wish the rest of my life can be so peaceful and sweet like these two days.
How I wish I can always smile so truly happy like no doubts on you.
How I wish I can sleep on your shoulder all the time.
How I wish I can see you everytime I wake up from my sweet dream.
How I wish you can really keep your promises forever.
How I wish you are really my last one.

You jealous face was making me smile.
It's not because of "finally you get I had before",
It's like "finally you know my existence".

Although you are not the best one I have met,
But I still love you.

My heart stick to your heart... Always...

：）

开心你说你想我。
开心你会打给我。
开心你说你想见我。
开心和你在一起...

你给我的欢乐，我是发自内心的笑...
不管在你脸上看见多少的伤痛...
我还是那么爱你...

我爱你爱得可以包容一切...
也许我出现在不适当的时候，
但我愿意用我所有的努力战胜这些！

我们在一起没有很久，
我也不够温柔，不够体贴...
我是个大笨蛋。
我不该吃醋..

想你想你...
害我做不了别的东西...
坏人。
我希望你会更疼我。

Unchanged Lifestyle

I found that I have been staying in Kampar and didn't back to Puchong for at least 2 weeks d...
And confirmed not going back this week too.
Ohhhh Gosh! How long am I gonna stay here?
I miss mommy :((

Have an unchanged lifestyle everyday in Kampar.
Assignment, Assignment and Assignment.
Don't even know how to start writing.
especially Human Resources Management assignment! :(
It's too hard! :((

And I was fall at home today.
Fall when I walked up to the stairs.
Initially, I felt pain and can't walk like normal...
After some time, the feeling of pain disappear and I found that,
Omg~ My legs 'oh che' d!
Not only a small part, but many little little 'oh che' :(

Let's work hard for the assignment!!
I must sleep tonight! Because I have morning class tomorrow~
So, I will pass up the HRM assignment a bit late ya~
Sorry~ :p

最后一次

我答应自己，这一定是最后一次。
最后一次让自己在你面前那么难看。

第一次承受这种痛，它是那么那么的痛。
最近所受到的伤，一次比一次还要痛。
越爱这个人，他给你的伤害会更大。
别以为她爱你，她就不会离开你...
你给了多烂的理由她都接受了...
只是相信多少，真的不知道。

你以前在我面前对她怎样说话，今天我都承受过了。
不耐烦，不说话甚至大声对我说话，我都忍下来。
冷静解决，告诉你我的想法，我才过得了自己。
就算我们就这样完了，至少我没有遗憾，是你对不起我。

她没错，她只是想要得到她喜欢的人。
而你，随便一句开玩笑，就把她和我也杀死了。
上帝看得见的，我们都在难过着...
上帝的宽容和大量，没有人能办得到。

最后一次了。我不会再你面前如此狼狈。
我要学习爱你，也爱自己。

痛心

《团圆》
就是那部香港的新电视剧。
那部戏里的翁太太，
她的耐力，毅力，大量实在让我敬佩。
但说实在，
我一定做不到。

无论我怎么努力，
我还是得不到我想要的东西。

我的心，
痛得无法形容，
我很害怕，
很愤怒，
我看见了我很想喊...
我拳头也紧紧地握住了...
很想狠狠地打在你脸上...
我发泄不了心中的痛...
只有泪在掉...
最后，
我忍下来了。

我真的希望是我误会。
我选择不会告诉你。
也选择相信你。

心战

最近，都好像会听到很多朋友的心事。
她们都为感情的事情在不开心，烦恼着，甚至生气。

其实，无可否认，男人是真的在用下半身想东西！
他们永远只会觉得女人想太多，女人没事找事来烦...
但你们是否想过，为什么女人会那么多猜疑？
因为他们都缺乏信心。
不是在她们身上的自信，而是男人给不到的安全感。

男人总是会为他们辩解不了的事情做出很烂的借口！
烂到什么程度？烂到当姐妹们听见都会哈哈哈地笑出来...
姐妹们还说，你不会真的相信他那些鬼话吧？

前女友，可以说是女人的致命伤。
前女友和现任女人可说是在于“有你没有我，有我就不能有你”的状态下。
拜托男人们，别再说：
“我只当她是普通朋友！”
“她只是不开心想找个人聊！”
“我们毕竟在一起过，只是关心一下！”
这种鬼话，留给前女友听吧。没有一个现任女友能接受到的！

也许男人真的当前女友是普通朋友，但你能保证你的前女友对你真的毫无私心？
你口口声声说：“我和她是普通朋友。”
但一个普通朋友竟然可以在一个晚上打了超过50多通未接电话给你？
一个普通朋友竟然会在电话里说回你们以前曾经快乐的回忆？
一个普通朋友竟然会在电话里一直攻击我，说我不会专一，不可能会跟你永远？
一个普通朋友竟然会在电话里告诉你她不甘心，想要来破坏我们的感情然后把你抢回去？
一个普通朋友竟然会在电话里不断地哭，说她还爱着你？
我很想去相信，但我找不到一个可以说服自己的理由去相信你。

这根本是在挑战我自己，在跟自己打心战。
告诉自己要相信他，信任很重要！
但心里又非常难过，难过得压抑不了，眼泪一直掉。
从来没有试过这样子。

她的行为，老早已经超过了我的底线。
如果你真的那么希望他回到你身边，你就应该要让他知道你有多爱他。
而不是那么的有心机，不断对我做出人身攻击。
你想挽回他，你没有错。只是方式用不对，你就会反过来成为第三者。
当然，也希望你能够明白第三者的意思。

以前的我，应该已经幼稚地发飙开始大骂，然后再找她说明白。
但现在的我，觉得这不能解决什么。
凶不代表赢。也许忍耐是最好的方法。

那阵子，我已经是快要疯掉了。
无论做什么事都会想起这些不愉快的事。
一个人坐着想，眼泪也会掉下来...

我也不懂自己有多爱这个人。
但我肯定他是我这一生最爱的男人。
最算我不是你的最爱，我也心甘情愿跟你在一起。

A day with you ♥

After say bye bye in the KTM station, we were officially separated for more than 20 hours.
Phone calls will only make me miss you more and more..

So that, we were starting to look for somewhere to have a date..
In fact, It's just an excuse for you and me. hehe..
Because I wanna see you :) and you wanna see me too ♥

Here my art :)
I want to stick you ALL DA TIME!

♥ another picture of us ♥

Having so much laughs with you that day. ♥
Eventhough I was super tired, but I still trying hard to keep myself awake!
Just to spent all my time with you. :)

I miss you so much.
I am so wanted to see you right now.
And now, we gonna challege of separate for more than 24 hours :(

至“你”♥

我知道有很多人在用不同的眼光在看我，
但我并没有后悔过我做的决定。
以前没有，
现在没有，
以后没有，
永远都不会有。

我会努力的，
不去管别人怎么看，
不去管别人怎么讲，

我就是喜欢你！

my ♥ stick to your ♥

I Love You.
I am gonna try all my best to paint your life with many colourful and beautiful pictures.

My heart stick to you heart. ♥
As Always. ♥

Sorry that I hurt you through those stupid posts.
I should have delete it earlier.
I didn't mean to make your tear fall for me.
But through these all, I realized that how much you love me.
And, I love you too. ♥

:)

♥ our very 1st photo ♥

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